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Its been 10 days since the death of my dad.
Ever since then, there were signs of his return....

Glenn saw shadows Twice,
Once was @ the church, the other was @ my grandma's house.

@ home, Sounds have been heard...
Mum heard knocks on the door, The door bell rang but nobody was outside...
i wouldn't go furthur into details ...

My dog Kim has been behaving weird... sometimes she's like crazy as though someone has been playing with her... Other times she would stare blankly at a certain direction.

Due to all this incidences... me & my mum are still camping in Glenn's room.
Though i know wad these signs meant... but it still creeps the hell out of me.

It really affected me quite alot since i have phobia of such things
Thus I'm very sensitive, Making me react to anything i hear or see... for example,
On Monday (15/09/08) nite,
I was talking to my mum then i wanted to walk back to my room.
As i passed my dad's room, @ a glance i saw somebody in white standing in front of the fish tank plus there was a green light tat lit his face... I could feel my heart stop for a few beats.
Upon looking properly, i realised it was Nick..
~ Wah lou ~
I admit that i'm a coward... hahas
Such things could actualli make my heart pound so hard that as if it was going to jump out.

Mum and myself have been clearing dad's stuff...
Settling unpaid credits, closing accounts, transferring stuff .
But while doing, mum and I realized that we had to downgrade to a 4-room flat. Our current home have not been fully paid plus with our current situation, we can't settle it.
My 2 bros have agreed to it to.
So I guess the next few weeks, there will be buyers popping @ my house and we will be looking out for HDB flats

Guess i have to start packing my stuff into boxes again... :)