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Saturday, October 27, 2007
Year 3 9th Week Of Attachment
Well this ward was my first ward posting in NUH during Year one.. n Now its my Last Ward Posting in NUH.. Beri nice ending hor
Monday 22.10.07
8-4pm Shift
Orientation day.. hahas the usual lah. But tis time abit different cus i took my flu medication n i was still having the side effects of the medication.. Was Freaking sleepy n Drowsy lor..Reached NUH bus-stop n jus nice sia.. it started raining -_-'''. Once reached the hospital, got myself 2 slices of pandan cake cus i haven had my breakfast.While waiting for the others, Ms Sukhdev got us to read the incident report from TTSH lah.. hmm medication error.
Once we got to the ward.. Ms Sukhdev appointed Me as grp leader n Junjie as Asst Leader. GreatWah tat place didnt change abit lor.. onli the cubicle n the High.D change.. the others were the same.Some of the staff were still there... but i dun think they remember some of us liao.. except for one sister who remember me lah.. Geezz.
As the CI gave us the orientation in the Day rm.. i was soo tired, somemore the environment was like aircon rm + sofa seat. so yah i fell aslp lah or should i say knocked out (but my CI n sukhdev noe abt my condition). Then tat Idoitic Big Mouth must go n Smack my Arm n say loudly" Eh Jeanette Dun Sleep LEH!"
After the orientation in the Rm.. We had the ward orientation n then it was break time lah.
Then Of course during break time tat big mouth must continue to PISS ppl off..
Me decided to try the malay stall cus heard the stringray is nice.. yah n guess wad, i had stomach ache 5 mins after eating finish. Lao sai lor.. haiz..Seriously hor jeslyn is a real joker.. hahas kept laughing at her jokes. Met Ms Sabrina there wah she wear sister uniform .. can hardly recognise her.
As we reach back the ward, Got to understand my patients abit lah then it was roll call n then report passing.Then Ms Sukhdev had briefing with us b4 our CI wanted to c us again..Guess wad.. jus 15 mins into the talk.. everybody started falling aslp.. hahas serious! then our CI gave us toilet break which some of us didnt go but stayed back to slp on the chair (hehe =p)even ms sukhdev laughed. Then when i woke up.. i saw SWEETS!! hehe we grab them lor.. hahas looks like on the last day must go buy sweets for them. After a super long briefing.. time to go home!
Changed n went to meet mum in KR.. then had early dinner n home sweet home =)
Tuesday 23.10.07
PM Shift (1200-2100)
For some reason i was not used to going to work early. In tis ward the PM Shift is 9hrs lah n AM Shift is 7 hrs..Hmm lets say today the AN for my cubicle is a guy so YiQin is posted to my cubicle lor. SN Ivan was in-charge for PM shift. Eh lets say he was there since i was year one lah hahas dunno whether he rememebers anot.Hmm can say i sitll not able to adapt myself to tis new environment.. prefer ward 44 cus there more systematic unlike tis ward..
Took one case today after Ms Sukhdev scolding haiz initalli didnt wan to lah cus many of the cases here are very complicated with long history so i wanted to find out more abt the patients b4 selecting case..Poor ivan.. have to teach the both of us n do his normal duties. But i've learnt alot of things from him lah.. such as putting up TPN, infusing antibiotic via burette, etc.Hmm other then tat nothing much to say lah jus tat b4 going hm, SN Siti gave us some tips on how to learn more about the patients n passing report.
Haiz today i've become a KAYA making machine(from the nose).Well if anybody noes wad i'm talking about hahas... lets say i've been sick since last friday n i tot my COLD has gotten better.BUT now im producing greenish mucous n tis clogging my nasal airway.Yah beri soon im gonna get Sinusitis. Haiz hahas it sounds disgusting to describe my mucous colour as KAYA but like tat more interesting mah hahas.. fine its super duper ewww hahas =p
Wednesday 24.10.07
PM Shift
Took 2 cases today, was under SN Yelly lah. Hmm nothing much cus both my patients are pretty well. Got confused on how to give SubQ injection.. cus in the ward their method is different from wad i've learnt in skool.. weird.After work mum came to fetch me lah so went to buy some breakfast for tml cus nid to have heavy breakfast mah.
Thursday 25.10.07
AM Shift
Haiz.. sian arh..
Early morning i kenna scolding from ms sukhdev liao.Think she got PMS, for some reason small matter she will keep nagging. Wad happen was tat I was still feeling the side effects of my COLD medications so im still bit drowsy. Then i forgot to put my medicine list in my pocket. Haiz then when she ask me wads the medication for.. i got mixed up with other medication indications. Wah lou like tat she nag n nag n nag -_-''
Again like yesterday i took 2 cases lah n was under SN Yelly. She arh haiz when patient for discharge the medication got prob.. she didnt inform me lor then when i passing report.. she didnt bother to update me then i kenna scolding.
Then nvm, before going for my break i oreadi inform her tat i'll go for my break after passing the IMR(Inpatient medication records) to the Pharmacy.Then when i got back Daphne told me tat sukhdev was looking for me.. haiz when she saw me she ask me y didnt i do the discharging for patient n say i not initiative. wtf How am i suppose to noe tat the pharmacy dispatch the medication so fast, normalli they beri long wad... Plus SN Yelly didnt inform Sukhdev tat i went for break.haiz..
No Wonder recently got quite a number of year 3 student nurses quitting.Seriously if i didnt get bonded to KKH.. i'll probably discontinue nursing after graduating even though nid to have 2 years experience then the diploma cert is of use.
Friday 26.10.07
AM Shift
Nothing Much today lah jus tat was super duper busy.. cus both my cases got alot to do, such as booking Bone Marrow Aspiration test (BMA), discharge pt, one of my case got high fever 39.2 degrees so nid to call doctor, nid to stat dose paracetamol, off plug cus of swelling, give IV fortum, prepare the BMA things blah blah lah.Got one pt (not my case lah but i noe the pt) kenna extravasation.. wad happen was pt went for CT abdo Pelvis then when the Contrast dye was injected, pt oreadi complain of pain but the staff there continued to give.. so like tat lor haiz.First time saw how the surgeron perform the procedure.. poke n poke n poke then squeeze the fluid out.
Some of the staff do recognise me n Yiqin as the both of us were there in year one .. for example is SN Norlia, Ivan n Sister.
Hmm i Guess the funny part today was when i was faxing one of the forms to cardiac centre.. the paper got stuck in the fax machine so i panic.. then i saw SN norlia aka Mummy.. so i started calling her "mummy mummy!" then she was like " okie Okie coming coming!".. HAHAs damn funny lor
haiz.. everytime when i performing procedure.. Sukhdev is not ard to c BUT when i not doing anything special she confirm will be ard then nag at me for not being initiative to ask the staff. wtf.Today i wasnt as drowsy as yesterday lah so serve my medications correctly n i noe the indications for all of them wah lou then she didnt c me lor.
Then during the discussion about warfarin, i asked if pt is female n during the course of the warfarin regime pt had mensus wad should we as nurses do?..wad i wanted to ask was BESIDES calling the doctor is there anything tat we should do or check and normalli wad will the doctor order... Wah lou b4 i can finish wad i wanted to say.. she cut in then say its a logical answer to call the doctor then say i should think first. knn sia. After wad she did i simply lost interest in asking her.. wads the point when she dun wan to listen.
National University Hospital
(Oncology & Haematology/Medical Posting)
~ Ward 58 ~
Well this ward was my first ward posting in NUH during Year one.. n Now its my Last Ward Posting in NUH.. Beri nice ending hor
Monday 22.10.07
8-4pm Shift
Orientation day.. hahas the usual lah. But tis time abit different cus i took my flu medication n i was still having the side effects of the medication.. Was Freaking sleepy n Drowsy lor..Reached NUH bus-stop n jus nice sia.. it started raining -_-'''. Once reached the hospital, got myself 2 slices of pandan cake cus i haven had my breakfast.While waiting for the others, Ms Sukhdev got us to read the incident report from TTSH lah.. hmm medication error.
Once we got to the ward.. Ms Sukhdev appointed Me as grp leader n Junjie as Asst Leader. GreatWah tat place didnt change abit lor.. onli the cubicle n the High.D change.. the others were the same.Some of the staff were still there... but i dun think they remember some of us liao.. except for one sister who remember me lah.. Geezz.
As the CI gave us the orientation in the Day rm.. i was soo tired, somemore the environment was like aircon rm + sofa seat. so yah i fell aslp lah or should i say knocked out (but my CI n sukhdev noe abt my condition). Then tat Idoitic Big Mouth must go n Smack my Arm n say loudly" Eh Jeanette Dun Sleep LEH!"
(Here comes the vulgarities)
KNN ! Wah Lou she lucky i was beri slpy n not in the mood of quarrelling with her.. Crazy sia.. she cannot c tat i SICK ARH! CB sia.. I must explain to her tat i not feeling well n i took the medication tats y i so drowsy THEN SHE Understand arh.. WTF!.
(End of Vulgarities)
After the orientation in the Rm.. We had the ward orientation n then it was break time lah.
Then Of course during break time tat big mouth must continue to PISS ppl off..
..This time it was TiNI..
Wad happen was big mouth ask me which cubicle was i in, then she ask tini which cubicle was she in, Then she must make the comment "Wah like tat the both of u can go break TOGETHER AS USUAL" eh she got prob with me n tini going break together arh. NutCase sia. Like tat i can always say she n Siti always go break together mah..
..She realli dunno how to think b4 speaking..
Me decided to try the malay stall cus heard the stringray is nice.. yah n guess wad, i had stomach ache 5 mins after eating finish. Lao sai lor.. haiz..Seriously hor jeslyn is a real joker.. hahas kept laughing at her jokes. Met Ms Sabrina there wah she wear sister uniform .. can hardly recognise her.
As we reach back the ward, Got to understand my patients abit lah then it was roll call n then report passing.Then Ms Sukhdev had briefing with us b4 our CI wanted to c us again..Guess wad.. jus 15 mins into the talk.. everybody started falling aslp.. hahas serious! then our CI gave us toilet break which some of us didnt go but stayed back to slp on the chair (hehe =p)even ms sukhdev laughed. Then when i woke up.. i saw SWEETS!! hehe we grab them lor.. hahas looks like on the last day must go buy sweets for them. After a super long briefing.. time to go home!
Changed n went to meet mum in KR.. then had early dinner n home sweet home =)
Tuesday 23.10.07
PM Shift (1200-2100)
For some reason i was not used to going to work early. In tis ward the PM Shift is 9hrs lah n AM Shift is 7 hrs..Hmm lets say today the AN for my cubicle is a guy so YiQin is posted to my cubicle lor. SN Ivan was in-charge for PM shift. Eh lets say he was there since i was year one lah hahas dunno whether he rememebers anot.Hmm can say i sitll not able to adapt myself to tis new environment.. prefer ward 44 cus there more systematic unlike tis ward..
Took one case today after Ms Sukhdev scolding haiz initalli didnt wan to lah cus many of the cases here are very complicated with long history so i wanted to find out more abt the patients b4 selecting case..Poor ivan.. have to teach the both of us n do his normal duties. But i've learnt alot of things from him lah.. such as putting up TPN, infusing antibiotic via burette, etc.Hmm other then tat nothing much to say lah jus tat b4 going hm, SN Siti gave us some tips on how to learn more about the patients n passing report.
Haiz today i've become a KAYA making machine(from the nose).Well if anybody noes wad i'm talking about hahas... lets say i've been sick since last friday n i tot my COLD has gotten better.BUT now im producing greenish mucous n tis clogging my nasal airway.Yah beri soon im gonna get Sinusitis. Haiz hahas it sounds disgusting to describe my mucous colour as KAYA but like tat more interesting mah hahas.. fine its super duper ewww hahas =p
Wednesday 24.10.07
PM Shift
Took 2 cases today, was under SN Yelly lah. Hmm nothing much cus both my patients are pretty well. Got confused on how to give SubQ injection.. cus in the ward their method is different from wad i've learnt in skool.. weird.After work mum came to fetch me lah so went to buy some breakfast for tml cus nid to have heavy breakfast mah.
Thursday 25.10.07
AM Shift
Haiz.. sian arh..
Early morning i kenna scolding from ms sukhdev liao.Think she got PMS, for some reason small matter she will keep nagging. Wad happen was tat I was still feeling the side effects of my COLD medications so im still bit drowsy. Then i forgot to put my medicine list in my pocket. Haiz then when she ask me wads the medication for.. i got mixed up with other medication indications. Wah lou like tat she nag n nag n nag -_-''
Again like yesterday i took 2 cases lah n was under SN Yelly. She arh haiz when patient for discharge the medication got prob.. she didnt inform me lor then when i passing report.. she didnt bother to update me then i kenna scolding.
Then nvm, before going for my break i oreadi inform her tat i'll go for my break after passing the IMR(Inpatient medication records) to the Pharmacy.Then when i got back Daphne told me tat sukhdev was looking for me.. haiz when she saw me she ask me y didnt i do the discharging for patient n say i not initiative. wtf How am i suppose to noe tat the pharmacy dispatch the medication so fast, normalli they beri long wad... Plus SN Yelly didnt inform Sukhdev tat i went for break.haiz..
Then again sukhdev will go round informing others about the incident Plus she must list names.. seriously she thinks like tat others will learn but not lor.. wad she's doing is causing the student to lose Pride n Face lor, Most impt wad she's doing is causing us to lose confidence..As a lecturer she should noe how it feels to be a student.If she wants us to learn.. jus dun list the name lah.
~ Its so embarrassing lor ~
Friday 26.10.07
AM Shift
Nothing Much today lah jus tat was super duper busy.. cus both my cases got alot to do, such as booking Bone Marrow Aspiration test (BMA), discharge pt, one of my case got high fever 39.2 degrees so nid to call doctor, nid to stat dose paracetamol, off plug cus of swelling, give IV fortum, prepare the BMA things blah blah lah.Got one pt (not my case lah but i noe the pt) kenna extravasation.. wad happen was pt went for CT abdo Pelvis then when the Contrast dye was injected, pt oreadi complain of pain but the staff there continued to give.. so like tat lor haiz.First time saw how the surgeron perform the procedure.. poke n poke n poke then squeeze the fluid out.
Some of the staff do recognise me n Yiqin as the both of us were there in year one .. for example is SN Norlia, Ivan n Sister.
Hmm i Guess the funny part today was when i was faxing one of the forms to cardiac centre.. the paper got stuck in the fax machine so i panic.. then i saw SN norlia aka Mummy.. so i started calling her "mummy mummy!" then she was like " okie Okie coming coming!".. HAHAs damn funny lor
haiz.. everytime when i performing procedure.. Sukhdev is not ard to c BUT when i not doing anything special she confirm will be ard then nag at me for not being initiative to ask the staff. wtf.Today i wasnt as drowsy as yesterday lah so serve my medications correctly n i noe the indications for all of them wah lou then she didnt c me lor.
Then during the discussion about warfarin, i asked if pt is female n during the course of the warfarin regime pt had mensus wad should we as nurses do?..wad i wanted to ask was BESIDES calling the doctor is there anything tat we should do or check and normalli wad will the doctor order... Wah lou b4 i can finish wad i wanted to say.. she cut in then say its a logical answer to call the doctor then say i should think first. knn sia. After wad she did i simply lost interest in asking her.. wads the point when she dun wan to listen.
Counting Down.... 15 More Weeks Of Attachment
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Super long Sunday sia... did so many things the moment i woke up
hmm.. how to start..
Firstly.. woke up to send my sec bro to the airport, left ard 1130 like tat.. on the way there kept hearing his complains.. aiyah onli 6 weeks.. beri fast one.
Secondly... after sending him to the airport, me drove to C.K Tangs to shop shop lah.. did my shoppings for abt 2 hrs b4 leaving to fetch my mum.
Thirdly... Went back to Changi to fetch my mum but i was too early n it was freaking hot so i tot of going to airport to walk walk.. then when everything was going smoothly.. i made the wrong turn.. DANG!! haiz.. had to make one super duper big U-turn..
Fourthly... After fetching mum.. went westmall to collect bread n back to home to rest awhile
Fifthly.. after resting abit.. Left home for VIVO CITY.. hehe wanted to big my dog to the pet safari on the 3rd level..
6th... After leaving VIVO.. went to Pasir Panjang to buy duck rice.. so long didnt makan liao plus the ppl don't recognise me liao :(.. Hmm since me n mum were there we thought of jus looking @ our old home.. Drove pass it.. haiz tat place brings back sweet memories. All my childhood memories are there.. somemore the hse didnt realli change tat much. As i drove, i tot i saw my primary skool frend GARY CHIN (hehe i still remember his surname).. then as i saw him jog back to his hse.. tat onli reconfirm tat it was him. Wanted to say hi though but he went in liao.. haiz.
Well tats all the places i went to..
Alot hor. =p
hmm.. how to start..
Firstly.. woke up to send my sec bro to the airport, left ard 1130 like tat.. on the way there kept hearing his complains.. aiyah onli 6 weeks.. beri fast one.
Secondly... after sending him to the airport, me drove to C.K Tangs to shop shop lah.. did my shoppings for abt 2 hrs b4 leaving to fetch my mum.
Thirdly... Went back to Changi to fetch my mum but i was too early n it was freaking hot so i tot of going to airport to walk walk.. then when everything was going smoothly.. i made the wrong turn.. DANG!! haiz.. had to make one super duper big U-turn..
Fourthly... After fetching mum.. went westmall to collect bread n back to home to rest awhile
Fifthly.. after resting abit.. Left home for VIVO CITY.. hehe wanted to big my dog to the pet safari on the 3rd level..
6th... After leaving VIVO.. went to Pasir Panjang to buy duck rice.. so long didnt makan liao plus the ppl don't recognise me liao :(.. Hmm since me n mum were there we thought of jus looking @ our old home.. Drove pass it.. haiz tat place brings back sweet memories. All my childhood memories are there.. somemore the hse didnt realli change tat much. As i drove, i tot i saw my primary skool frend GARY CHIN (hehe i still remember his surname).. then as i saw him jog back to his hse.. tat onli reconfirm tat it was him. Wanted to say hi though but he went in liao.. haiz.
Well tats all the places i went to..
Alot hor. =p
Saturday, October 20, 2007
Year 3 8th Week of Attachment
National University Hospital
(NeuroSurgical /High Dependency Posting)
~Ward 44~
Monday 15.10.07
HoLiday... hahas for today onli cus of Hari Raya Puasa :). Since mum was also on leave so it was.... GALS DAY OUT!! hehe my sec bro took the car so Myself, MUM n my Doggie Kim went SHOPPING =p. Took bus there n back lah then had kim in a big ( hehe we smuggle her in) Went to few places.. TakaShimaya, Paragon and Westmall. After tat we decided to walk back home from westmall since it was kinda near. hehe realli enjoyed myself =)
Tuesday 16.10.07
AM Shift
My 2nd Bro took the car so had to go to work myself lor. Haiz.. realli dun like to squeeze in the bus early in the morning..Like the previous ward, today n tml me will be working with jeslyn, junjie n samad :) hehe.
Nothing much today lah jus tat got this Assistant Nurse(AN),She's new lah but beri beri blur. Hahas pity junjie n jeslyn whom had to tahan her for changing pt's diaper..Pt shit alot cus i jus inserted the supp dulcolax into him, reason was pt didnt Pangsai for 16 days liao.Thats y got alot of shit lor.. then the AN was making so much comments such as Aiyoh n then she panic when pt kept shitting - she didnt noe wad to do mah. Haiz (not insulting her or wad lah)Common thing like wad to do when yr glove is covered in Faeces.. she didnt noe then kept asking jeslyn wad to do. Another was Wad to do when the brown wool finish liao n still got shit.
Oh yah today got one false alarm Code blue. Not too sure on wad happen lah cus i didnt noe abt it though i was in the ward =p.. heard from samad n Jeslyn tat pt in High.d was found Unconcious while sitting on the chair.. then the Staff Nurse press the button lor. So when the team of doctors came rushing in with all the E-trolley opened.. pt okie liao after Doctor review then onli got one STAT medication.. Wah lou like tat pt have to pay $1000 jus becus of this false alarm lor..
Wednesday 17.10.07
PM Shift
haiz.. sianz sia initalli wanted to take 2 cases today.. but SN ying ying is still on probation. Then hor when Ms Sukhdev told her to give me a case.. she gave me a complicated one lor Wth. Then got alot of things she do didnt inform me lor then when passing report the night shift staff ask me about the reddness on the abdomen.. i seriously didnt noe about it cus i wasnt there... then SN ying ying jus push the blame on me lor.. wtf.
Thursday 18.10.07
AM Shift
Went to work practicalli half-dead..didnt even noe tat the gals came in liao.Hmm... today nothing much jus tat had to watch over the 2 isolation rooms full time.Thankfulli got tini to help otherwise i confirm jialat.. hahas.
Hmm i guess there's onli one thing to talk abt which is abt the new AN lor.. wah lou seriously i think she not using her brains to do stuff. How on earth can a health care provider feed the patient via NGT(nasogastic tube) with the patient in supine(lie flat) position... then she jus happi feed lor... geez. Somemore i dun understand y must she watch me feed one of my patients via NGT.. freaking KPO sia.. kept asking the same questions n she damn biases on race.. i mean more singaporeans nurses in one ward she got prob arh.. make so much comparison with ward 58 n this ward..
Thankfulli she PM shift n i onli nid to tahan her one more day..
After work went to meet mum then headed home.. Had Family dinner(w/o my dad.. Of course) @ Forrest in Orchidville. My sec bro going to Austrialla for abt 1mth, so mum wanted to have a proper family meal.Hmm the food okie lah.. nothing special jus tat the price abit on the high side.
Friday 19.10.07
PM Shift
Last Day @ Ward 44
Was early for work lah bus came earlier than expected.haiz.. when i went to check on my patients n the charts, i notice the morning shift AN didnt feed 1 of my patients so i went in to ask them lah.. wtf tat same blur AN (now i noe her name.. Latifa)told me tat the feeding delay by 1hr. Then i ask y she didnt answer but she told me now they have to change the patient cus of the spigot i change for the patient.. TO HER LAH the spigot cus all the milk to flow out then she blaming me for everything lor. WTH My fault tat all the milk came out arh.. tat idoit didnt put the spigot properly lor cus if its the spigot prob then the night shift would have prob liao mah.. BAKA!!
Everything seems to be going smoothly lah till after i came back from break. Wah lou cus got no AN on afternoon shift so had to do everything lor.. by the time i finish my feeding.. time to give medication.. haiz.. seriously i have to be more confident in serving medication..felt so stressed up
After serving med, check pt then found out 1 of then the I/V plug was leaking so had to remove n call doctor,feed pt then write report.. by then it was oreadi 8pm.. DAMN it sia i haven do turning n take Para.. haiz had to ask other ppl to help me to.. then after passing report i had to rush off cus my mum fetching me..
YEAH!!.. 2 more weeks to go then PRCP :). Nxt week will be in Ward 58
Counting Down..... 16 more weeks of Attachment
Monday, October 15, 2007
14th October 2007
[Kbox Outing @ Cine]
Wah time pass very fast sia, exactly one mth ago was our last kbox outing =p
Same as the last one, Went out with the Goh Brothers (Tony & Liang) to Cine Kbox. For some reason lah, today kbox got special promo, not too sure wad it was , something like $5 per person.
SuPpOse to Meet @ 1040 Somerset MRT... I was late, Reached there @ 1050. As predicted, the 2 confirm later than me one -_-'''. Went up to the rm first lor (Rm 80), Wah lou tat rm lousy one! got window lor! then it was freaking BRIGHT.. Liang came abt 15 mins later - reason: help dad carry stuff , TOny ard 30 mins later- frend fainted. Wah hao qiao hor -_-'''''
Went to alot of places after kbox, Sakae Sushi - Plaza Sing (to watch this show Day Watch which totalli Sux, no meaning one ...super duper boring.. Waste my $$ onli) and finalli Great world City.
Got Some first times today such as :
1st time guy put make up on me ~ tOny lor
1st time Met Esther,dave n one more who i cant remember =p
1st time went on CoSmeTic Make up hunt with guys
(seriously the 2 of them more into makeup than me)
Its been like abt 2 mths.. but im still traumatised by it
no matter how hard i try to forget... its like a stigma in me
..:: PhoBia ::..
Sry for not opening up...Give me time to heal...
How long? even i dun noe.. everytime i c, it reminds me
Unless there's someone who can help me overcome it
But i cant guarantee any results
Currently, I've returned to my old self.. the anti-social one.
Give me time to regain Trust in tis society.. for i've lost it quite sometime ago.
So dun be too bothered abt me or feel i've been neglected,
Cus as long as my frends n buddies r happy.. I'll feel the same
~ Living a simple life now ~
Thank You For Making Tis Day Special
Friday, October 12, 2007
Year 3 7th Week Of Attachment
8-4pm Shift
Haiz.. early morning my stupid alarm clock kept ringing @ the wrong time. Every 15 mins it would ring till i got so fed up, i jus switch it off without setting another timing.Luckily got another alarm clock =pWent to work lah.. this time its another ward, Same discipline lah but different class. The previous one is a C Class ward, this one is B1 Class.My clinical facilitator is BACK from south Korea.. then she bought for us each a beri cute HP deco..(So Sweet of her)
Hmm First day got to noe my Clinical Instructor (CI) then she beri nice lor.. went thru everything then got us to Self-intro.During tat period we also took the opportunity to compliant abt the previous ward. =p. By the time we finish.. it was 11 O'Clock liao.Break Time
After break, our CI brought us round the ward then got us into our respective cubicles. My partner for high.D posting is Jun Jie lah. Haizzz...First day plus tml is observation lah.. somemore my cubicle is High dependency one. Cannot take case =(hmm nothing interesting lah jus tat got one ah ma is japanese.
Had chest pain for the whole day.. Like somebody stepping on my chest. Went back to c my family doctor though i went to c him on Saturday (apparently the medication he gave was of no use).. this time he gave a stronger one lah.. ANAREX.. :(. My family doc said its not heart related symptoms lah.. my diagnosis is muscle related. So yah he gave me muscle relaxant.I got worried as my family history got heart problems mah.. tats y i went to c him.. scared i kenna heart prob.. CHOY!!!
Mum fetched me today.. went to doc, had dinner then home. On the way back, we were talking abt cooking then when she mention salt.. it reminded me of one incident tat happen in Sec sch
Tuesday 09.10.07
PM Shift (1230 - 2030)
Went to work then as per normal lah.. But hor for the whole day, my cubicle was super boring. Though its high dependency, but nothing much to do except take hourly parameters n CLC lor. @ ard 1500hrs, 2 patients got transfered out so my cubicle onli got 2 patients.. sianz arh.When got nothing to do, i will jus read up on medications n case notes.
Wednesday 10.10.07
PM Shift (1230 - 2000)
Haiz.. today super Duper boring sia. My Cubicle onli got 1 patient and tats for the whole afternoon lor.Somemore the patient is kinda stable liao. My SN n I was realli realli bored till the both of us did clerk job..Hmm transfered one patient out lah.. again to ward 41. Then My Sn ask me to pass the report to the staff there. YEAH saw SN NUNU.. hahas wah lou the moment she saw me, she smack my arm lor -_-'''.For the next 1 1/2 week, my shift will be like AM(0700-1430) n PM(1230-2000) Yeah!! :)
Thursday 11.10.07
AM Shift
Mum not driving so went to work by myself lor.. was freaking sleepy.For the remaining days in wd 44, me will handle 2 isolation rms plus one cubicle.. geezz. Took one case today, it was a simple case lah plus the patient going home liao so nothing much lor.So today, kinda interesting lah.. but other than tat nothing much.
Friday 12.10.07
AM Shift
Work was like yesterday,jus tat today's case which i took was super troublesome. The Freaking doctor dunno how to write, all his wordings r like worm sia. Then the counsultant n medical Officer (MO) said 2 different procedures to sent the patient down immediately.. wth make me call so many department n kenna nagged -_-'''.Haiz..
National University Hospital
(Neurosurgical/ High Dependecy Posting)
~ Ward 44 ~
Monday 08.10.078-4pm Shift
Haiz.. early morning my stupid alarm clock kept ringing @ the wrong time. Every 15 mins it would ring till i got so fed up, i jus switch it off without setting another timing.Luckily got another alarm clock =pWent to work lah.. this time its another ward, Same discipline lah but different class. The previous one is a C Class ward, this one is B1 Class.My clinical facilitator is BACK from south Korea.. then she bought for us each a beri cute HP deco..(So Sweet of her)
Hmm First day got to noe my Clinical Instructor (CI) then she beri nice lor.. went thru everything then got us to Self-intro.During tat period we also took the opportunity to compliant abt the previous ward. =p. By the time we finish.. it was 11 O'Clock liao.Break Time
After break, our CI brought us round the ward then got us into our respective cubicles. My partner for high.D posting is Jun Jie lah. Haizzz...First day plus tml is observation lah.. somemore my cubicle is High dependency one. Cannot take case =(hmm nothing interesting lah jus tat got one ah ma is japanese.
Had chest pain for the whole day.. Like somebody stepping on my chest. Went back to c my family doctor though i went to c him on Saturday (apparently the medication he gave was of no use).. this time he gave a stronger one lah.. ANAREX.. :(. My family doc said its not heart related symptoms lah.. my diagnosis is muscle related. So yah he gave me muscle relaxant.I got worried as my family history got heart problems mah.. tats y i went to c him.. scared i kenna heart prob.. CHOY!!!
Mum fetched me today.. went to doc, had dinner then home. On the way back, we were talking abt cooking then when she mention salt.. it reminded me of one incident tat happen in Sec sch
It was i think Sec 3 or sec 2 i cant really remember, for F&N practical we had to do jelly. Then while getting the ingredients, i had to take sugar mah. Then somebody misplace the cover for both salt n sugar tub.. so yah i accidentalli took 150g of salt instead of Sugar.
Result.. a Beri BERI salty Agar Agar.. Yucks =swhoever eats it confirm kenna stroke
hahas... Blur me
Tuesday 09.10.07
PM Shift (1230 - 2030)
Went to work then as per normal lah.. But hor for the whole day, my cubicle was super boring. Though its high dependency, but nothing much to do except take hourly parameters n CLC lor. @ ard 1500hrs, 2 patients got transfered out so my cubicle onli got 2 patients.. sianz arh.When got nothing to do, i will jus read up on medications n case notes.
Wednesday 10.10.07
PM Shift (1230 - 2000)
Haiz.. today super Duper boring sia. My Cubicle onli got 1 patient and tats for the whole afternoon lor.Somemore the patient is kinda stable liao. My SN n I was realli realli bored till the both of us did clerk job..Hmm transfered one patient out lah.. again to ward 41. Then My Sn ask me to pass the report to the staff there. YEAH saw SN NUNU.. hahas wah lou the moment she saw me, she smack my arm lor -_-'''.For the next 1 1/2 week, my shift will be like AM(0700-1430) n PM(1230-2000) Yeah!! :)
Thursday 11.10.07
AM Shift
Mum not driving so went to work by myself lor.. was freaking sleepy.For the remaining days in wd 44, me will handle 2 isolation rms plus one cubicle.. geezz. Took one case today, it was a simple case lah plus the patient going home liao so nothing much lor.So today, kinda interesting lah.. but other than tat nothing much.
Wad Pisssed me so much was tat someone had such a BIG mouth sia. Initalli Ms Sukhdev oreadi approve us to follow the staff timing. But tat Big mouth must go n ask the CLinical instructor on wad is the correct timing to go.. WTF!! I dun give a damn on wad fufil the timing even if we get caught, we can say tat it has been like tat for every student! Idiot sia. Somemore i oreadi told her n her friends NOT To ASK THE CI, But to ask ms suhkdev cus she is the one who will agree to it!. SHIT sia. To them 30 mins means nothing cus their bus comes every 10 mins but not mine lor! once i miss its another 30mins wait!.Haiz.PLus when me n tini when off slightly earlier, sister saw arh. N SHE DIDNT SAY ANYTHING!. ~ Frustrated ~ Becus of wad has happen, now the grp split into 2 sides = 3:6. Try guessing which one is for n against the shift timing.Hate it when one of Them can ask whether did she do anything wrong after noticing the sudden cold shoulder.
SO FAKE!
Friday 12.10.07
AM Shift
Work was like yesterday,jus tat today's case which i took was super troublesome. The Freaking doctor dunno how to write, all his wordings r like worm sia. Then the counsultant n medical Officer (MO) said 2 different procedures to sent the patient down immediately.. wth make me call so many department n kenna nagged -_-'''.Haiz..
It seems hor the BIG MOuth also has an ITCHY MOUth sia!.. according to Jeslyn yesterday they told the BIG mouth not to ask Ms Suhkdev about the shift timing since out CI oreadi approve us on following our lecturer's timing. BUt HOR her ITCHY Mouth went to ask lah! idoit BAKA! NOw Suhkdev say our shift timing will be AM (0700-1500) n PM(1230-2030). SHe Seriously got no brains arh.. dunno how to respect ppl isit! i seriously dun understand y cant she ask the rest of the students' opinion b4 asking!It made my blood boil lor .. I dunno who leader sia!.. Y cant she ask Tini First!.. Its BERI RUDE U NOE!!then when the 3 gals notice that some of us were pretty angry especialli me.. they tot i was like tat cus they didnt go break with me.. LIKE I WAN TO GO BREAK WITH THEM!
QI SI WO LE!
Then another incident was tat b4 me n tini went for our break, we told the Itchy mouth to call tini once the Breast Care nurse has arrive to talk to tini's case. Guess wad as Predicted when both of us came back, Not Onli was the drainage bottle changed, the breast care nurse left liao...
..GEEZ..
The last incident was tat ard 1400hrs my patient blood pressure was freaking high so i had to call the MO n tini help check the Blood pressure to confirm its the correct reading.. but when i wanted to call, tini disappeared without stating how much was it when patient was sitting up. so i had to search the entire ward cus it was urgent. Then when i ask the ITcHY mouth whether she got c tini, she jus walk pass me like im some sort of ghost.. WTF i shouted her name then she reply.. SHE REALLI MUST TEST MY LIMIT.. Cus me to have chest pain onli..
Nvm.. Wad made me even more angry was one of them INFRONT OF ME n Tini.. Told Sn Elaine tat we off duty @ 1500hrs then she said " IF ONLI WE CAN GO BACK EARLIER"
WTF
Then hor b4 going to the staff rm to take our bags, me n tini saw the 3 of them standing infront of the High.D sliding door then after 15 sec they will take one step forward so tat by the time they reach the staff rm, its 1500hrs... WTF eh dun block my way lah.. so childish..
wan to play? Beri simple..
~ Get OUt of the ward ~
Counting Down... 17 more weeks of Attachment
Friday, October 5, 2007
Year 3 6th Week Of Attachment
National University Hospital
(NeuroSurgical Ward Posting)
~ Ward 41 ~
haiz.. this week will be beri Jialat for me.. my Roster for the entire week is P,A,P,A,P.. haiz confirm will suffer from lack of sleep one.
Monday 01.10.07
PM Shift
Happy Children's Day!! too bad i no longer celebrate :(
First time.. i took 30 mins to tie up my hair.. Omg ahahs also put on some eyeliner lah cus since i bought it, i have not used it b4 so better use it b4 it expires =p
Went to work early lah but jus in time to take report.Hmm today arh.. not bad, the usual lah i was freaking busy. My Favourite ah ma discharge liao, Happy for her but sad tat got no one to talk to liao :).Alot of admissions.. for my side got 2.. hmm but i dun think they will stay for long cus they are onli admitted for surgery.
Hahas love it when i am busy... time passes by very very fast.. b4 i knew it, its time to go home :)
Went to work early lah but jus in time to take report.Hmm today arh.. not bad, the usual lah i was freaking busy. My Favourite ah ma discharge liao, Happy for her but sad tat got no one to talk to liao :).Alot of admissions.. for my side got 2.. hmm but i dun think they will stay for long cus they are onli admitted for surgery.
Hahas love it when i am busy... time passes by very very fast.. b4 i knew it, its time to go home :)
Tuesday 02.10.07
AM Shift
Went to work early as usual lah.. but i had to get to noe my patients in a new cubicle which is bed 15 - 26..basicalli they are general surgery one lah... most of them not bed-bound.I was beri lucky tat i wasnt assessed by Lee Poh Suan.. cus when she wanted to do so i was beri beri busy attending to patient n giving medication. LPS then went on to assess JunJie,samad n Jeslyn.. wah heard from them tat LPS assessed them till beri jialat.. Heng arh =p.Did 2 dressings today.. plus first time i finish it beri quickly hahas, i dun wan LPS to come in n assess me =p.
Wad made me beri angry was tat during the passing over of report to the afternoon shift, one SN asked me to take one hrly parameters.. then hor the En there was standing against the wall doing nothing. Then when i was preparing, the Sn told one of the En to " MAKE FULL USE OF THE STUDENTS".. WTF i felt like telling her off lor.. we student r there to learn leh, not to makeup their manpower. Somemore its not like she wasnt a student b4.. Bitch!
After work went to meet my mum then had early dinner. Came home, unknowingly i fell asleep n woke up 4 hrs later.. :( my afternoon wasted. But hor after napping.. my body felt so tired..Never knew nursing can be this tough.
Wednesday 03.10.07
PM Shift
Went to work in a super good mood, everything seems to be going beri smoothly till i found out tat the bitchy SN is in-charge of the cubicle next to mine -_-'''. Rui Fang didnt turn up again.. wonder wad happen sia, rumours says tat she quit nursing liao. :( so waste lor if she quits, oreadi 3/4 down liao, tahan another 5 more mths n no more.
Got new patients in my cubicle lah, one of which is an Ah ma with Subaraniod Haemorrhage (Bed 22). The morning staff say tat the family has alot of PR probs so told me to be careful. Then while taking parameters,suddenly got somebody call me by my english name. I looked up n guess wad... OMG Its My Secondary Skool English n Literature Teacher!!!! MRS ANGELINE SIM!!! hahas so long didnt c her.. wad a place to meet sia.. She told me the Ah ma is her Grandma.. How Coincedence sia.. its bed 22.Today arh.. whole day do cleaning lor.. alot of changing of Diaper. Then hor whenever i wan to go for break tat bitchy SN will give me things to do.. SO FRUASTRATING LOR.. I oreadi told her tat i going for break but she wont listen!, She Dun understand English arh.. its like wad i said doesnt go into her pea size brain . Then my staff nurse-in-charge of my cubicle knows tat i haven go for break.. so she tries to let me off but tat bitchy SN will confirm ask me to do something.Things like changing of bedsheet n changing diaper she can do wad.. y must i do! ARHH Its Fruastrating till i wanna strangling her!. Even the patient knows tat i haven go for break..Didnt go for any break lor(didnt drink or eat since 9.30am).. like i fasting like tat. Hahas the EN say i malay gal for one day hehe.Mum came to fetch me lah cus i tml morning shift.. bought my Super late Dinner otherwise i will go severely hypo.
~ Suddenly felt so lonely ~
Its like my heart and soul are so tired, they are on the verge of death. Or maybe they have died a long time ago.
Nursing job is putting a strain on my emotions..Can anybody revive it?
all i nid is a tiny weeny tinge of care n concern.. but its seems so hard to ask for.I may appear strong on the outside.. but inside.. im as fragile as a glass.
all i nid is a tiny weeny tinge of care n concern.. but its seems so hard to ask for.I may appear strong on the outside.. but inside.. im as fragile as a glass.
Thursday 04.10.07
AM Shift
Went to work half dead.. super tired lor. Then went to the staff rm, i tot since i was early.. i can jus rest for awhile. Next thing i noe was tat i fell alsp for 15 mins.. Geez. Morning i was still in daze lah.. hahasToday's work was pretty ok.. im back to taking care of the high dependency patients. Hmm Nothing much lah jus tat got alot of minor stuff to do. Then hor i sent 2 patients down to Dentistry clinic. Jus happen tat the bed could not enter the rm so the doctor had to examine the patient outside in the corridor. Luckily i had my touch light otherwise Jialat.
At ard 1.30pm, while looking after my patients, suddenly i had chest pain plus tightness.. could hardly breathe lah.. Tini noticed it..(Thx gal :) ). so after work went to meet mum then went to check whether my family doctor do ECG readings.. but cos today he on leave.. mum told me to visit again on saturday. Went to NTUC then abit of shopping then home. Chest tightness continues but my pain has radiated to my back ... hope its onli due to lack of slp tat my chest pain/heart problem return :(
Friday 05.10.07
PM Shift
LAst day in Ward 41
Went to work as usual lah... took report and proceeded with my daily stuff. Had case study presentation with the NC lah.. wth i uptill now dun understand y must the sickening NYP PRCP gal come in sit in lor.. she super big mouth sia, somemore talk like got Block nose. Everytime when either of the NP students wan to answer a qns, she must cut in sia.. i wonder who is presenting. Had another series of chest pain n tightness again lah.. Realli must go c doc liao. :(
For some reason, today got nothing much to do leh. basicalli all the normal stuff..
Time went by so fast. bid goodbye to the patients n SOME of the staff
YEAH FREEDOM From Ward 41. no longer going back there!
Nxt 2 weeks, i will be in Ward 44
Counting Down... 18 More Weeks of Attachment
Wednesday, October 3, 2007
~ The Day I Got PS By 2 Guys ~
Well if u r wondering y is ah liang apologising... here's y
Sunday 30.09.07
Happily woke up n left home for bugis ... SHOPPING TIME.. but hor upon reaching there i sense something was wrong lah so i sms Ah Liang.. no response .. so Went to shop ard bugis lor. Onli abt 1.30pm then tat 2 baka told me tat they cannot make it - LAST MIN- wth. Ah liang not feeling well n Tony got something on, 0_0;;;; haiz..
Luckily i didnt wait for them lor.. so after finding out.. me continue to shop ard bugis lor.. didnt go there for so long.. got so much things. Bought earings n sandles lah.
Sunday 30.09.07
Happily woke up n left home for bugis ... SHOPPING TIME.. but hor upon reaching there i sense something was wrong lah so i sms Ah Liang.. no response .. so Went to shop ard bugis lor. Onli abt 1.30pm then tat 2 baka told me tat they cannot make it - LAST MIN- wth. Ah liang not feeling well n Tony got something on, 0_0;;;; haiz..
Luckily i didnt wait for them lor.. so after finding out.. me continue to shop ard bugis lor.. didnt go there for so long.. got so much things. Bought earings n sandles lah.
At least my trip there wasnt wasted otherwise those 2 BAKAs will get it from me :(... hahas jk jk onli me not tat xiao qi one.
But hor if this ever happens again..
HUMPH!!!hahas