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Friday, March 30, 2007

10th Day of Attachment

TODAY LAST DAY @ IMH.. n i was totalli not looking forward to... I lOVE Tat Place!!.. not as patient lah.. but the working environment is sooo shiok. Since last day so for my ward both morning & afternoon shift organise party for everybody.

Me afternoon mah so i brought my electric cooker & pot to IMH while yuet mei brought the wanton ingredients & karyin brought nuggets. Morning shift peeps (Hazel, Lijia, Nadia & Harfiza) brought cakes drinks & jellies. Afternoon shift in-charge of the finger foods mah. so We praticalli cook the foods there lor end up whole body smell of oil.. luckily yuet mei got perfume & her perfume was quite light lah plus i got block nose so not much of sensitivity reaction.

After all the food was prepared the gals brought them out will i stayed back to clean the place.. fom wat some of the gals said.. hahas some patients apparently grab the food, especialli the fried wanton. I mUst say out of all the food l like the wanton best!.. Yum Yum. All the food & drinks were finished then Majong session for a while b4 me & yuet mei ran into the nursing counter... tat same patient cant seem to stop pestering yuet mei. Told the staff then SN NG talked to him.. after tat had a badminton session with the patients.. wah Its been a while since i last played.. the first few hits can't seem to hit correctly.

Took a break from tat then Had Round 2 of Majong.. Learn quite a bit from so much majong..hahas. After tat Went for break then Came back to find somebody threw the shirt on top of the fan & it got entangled. After tat nothing much liao jus tat left the place then went out with mum & elder bro for supper

Here are some pics taken lah


From Left: HCA Shermil, Karyin, Me, Shermine, SSN Ho & Yuet Mei

After onli 2 weeks.. The Experience there is so Memorable.. Gonna Miss the place, the staff & the patients


Counting Down To 9 More days of attachment


<< MeatBall >> penned this at 8:27 PM

Thursday, March 29, 2007

9th Day of Attachment

Today i was super early for work.. For some reason my buses & train arrive on time.. end up i reach IMH @ 1220.. hahas

As for work... myself & christine was pretty scared of going out of the nursing counter.. the patients like suddenly abit scary. One new admission today eh tat patient very very quiet leh... stands up to read the news paper.. hmm

Yesterday transferred patient ( tat one who was crying ) wah he's the most scary one lor.. suddenly run after u then talk rubbish. He also very aggressive.. some times raise his voice or remove his shirt.

After Shermain & karyin's health talk with the patients.. it was time for the wanton making session!!! Got like 7 patients (a mixture of malay & chinese)then surprisingly they noe how to wrap.. except for one lah.. instead of wanton he made mini popiah hahas. Both Me & Yuet mei cook the wanton for them.. according to one of the HCA.. our grp is the first to actualli cook for the patient & somemore in front of them.. omg i was so touched & surprised

After tat had majong session then like tat lor then Yuet mei is still being pestered by the same patient even though the staff nurse had warn him to stay away

Tml last day @ IMH liao.. Monday going to KKH to work.. I'm realli going to miss working there :(

Counting Down to 10 more days of attachment

<< MeatBall >> penned this at 8:54 PM

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

8th Day Of Attachment

Today Afternoon shift so me woke up @ ard 8am lah... then left the house early to buy some stuff for today's activity.. didnt expect to finish so fast.. so i head down to woodlands to take 161.. wait for like 20+ mins =_=

For some reason.. the atmosphere in the ward was very very dull... like everyone damn sian. Even the noisy ones were damn tired.. maybe because of the medication lah. AS for today's activity.. actualli me didnt realli noe whether the patient's would like it so while i was deciding ( i leader for the day mah).. one patient ask me to play majong lor.. but after starting the second round... I saw Shermain starting MY activity.. I was thinking OH SHIT.. So quickly ended the game with me chi mo then when over to manage the activity.. OMG tat gal made a big mess out of it haiz.. not onli she got the game rules wrongly.. my group target was totalli wrong... dun understand y cant she jus wait or tell me tat she wanted to start the activity..

The activity lasted for an hour.. the one patient told me tat the game like made a fool out of them.. then i explain tat actualli no but becos SOMEBODY started the game without me.. tats y like made a monkey out of them.

After tat we continue majong.. hehe Yuet mei got her personal lao si lah After tat one new admission to the ward. tat new patient i think abit over emotional bah... kept crying .. even the patients say tat tonight they no nid to sleep liao.. After break one patient asked where was the new patient.. then suddenly got shouts so most of us went to help lah.. tats when i realised tat the new patient was in the serene room

Hmm.. finished everything by 7.30pm then do report before going into the dorms. Dunno wads so interesting.. onli c where the patient slp mah haiz.. I guess for yuet mei going into the dorms was a very VERY bad idea cus she was kinda cornered then dun there to go out till the HCA help out lah.. tat patient dunno y suddenly become like tat.. suddenly become agitated..

From 7.30 - 9pm ,got nothing to do so took some pics with yuet mei lah


Emily Drew this.. CUTE HOR.. Eh on the left = Me.. then On the Right= karyin

First time in 2 weeks.. both A & B wards finish early n left together.. HAHA when the group of us were wondering which way to take.. suddenly got like ghost cry.. hahas everyone freaked out the chose the other way.. Later realised actualli its one of the female patients... Wah lOu realli scare the hell out of me lor.. somemore the place ULu ULu and dark one.

Tml afternoon shift again!!.. Yippee.. can wake up late.. then also tml going to do wanton making session with the patients.. Should be very interesting.. CANT Wait!! =p

Counting Down to 11 More days Of Attachment

<< MeatBall >> penned this at 8:57 PM

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

7th Day of Attachment

Same as yesterday.. had morning shift jus tat today left the house @ 5.45 then nearly miss my train...HENG ARH. But hor when reach hougang interchange... missed 161 so took 325 with Yuet mei... wah lou.. scare the hell out of me.. i tot take wrong bus lor cus the stupid bus made one big round .

As for work.. today nothing much jus tat got 2 new admission then a few got discharged. Attended the doctor's review. I have no idea y today i was so freaking tired.. practically slept during the review the dunno wat happen suddenly i was so awake.. Conducted a health education on stress management to some of the patients. I agree with sister lah tat not much planning was done but hor no nid to nag so much lah.. aiyoh even the patient ask y me & yuet mei was so long in the conference room with sister

The onli thing tat was quite interesting was tat b4 my shift ended.. one patient lost his balance and fell in front of me.. then when one of my friend went to call the staff nurse.. the patient threw a fit for abt 2 mins like tat. The thing is even though i have studied on seizures & epilepsy.. but when the real thin happen i jus stood there n panic.. at the moment for some reason my mind went blank except to call for help... haiz

Yippee tml afternoon shift... can slp later =p

Counting down to 12 more days of attachment

<< MeatBall >> penned this at 8:55 PM

Monday, March 26, 2007

6th day Of Attachment

Woke Up @ 5am, surprisingly Left the house by 5.35am... Reach Outram @ ard 5.50.. wah.. the station was damn quiet... totalli nobody. North-East train wonldnt come till 6 mah.. so waited there then met Yuet mEi so went to work together lor.

On the way there saw many weird ppl.. haiz but i think having attachment @ imh for 1 wk.. c these type of ppl like nothing like tat... used to it le

Work today was not too bad.. 3 new cases... the patients were relatively well behave lah except for one.. haiz.. normalli very guai one dunno y today so naughty. All females in the ward are on high alert as one pt has history of molest.
Me & yuet mei conduct the art & craft session but hor onli a hand full were interested.. after tat i played tai di with 3 patients hehe.. learnt some new skills =p. For the doctors' rounds today was karyin & shermain's turn..hahas karyin said the room was soo cold tat they have to come out to warm up.. Chai Lat tml my turn to attend.. better bring jacket to work.


Because of yesterday's exercise.. My whole body was aching like hell lor.. cant realli move much..
Morning shfit again tml... Better slp early

Counting Down To 13 More days Of Attachment

<< MeatBall >> penned this at 7:40 PM

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Woke up @ 12 noon then rush to wash my bed sheets... hehe lucky today the weather is good otherwise i have to slp on the floor..

Didnt do much today.. slack ard then brought kim(my dog) across the street to collect mum's stuff @ the bakery hahas every where she went... ppl turn their heads. Either they think she's cute or tat she's FAT =p. By the time we got home she was panting so loudly n her tongue was sticking out

Went to exercise today.. for abt an hour lah.. so long didnt jog round my neighbourhood.. stamina went down liao haiz.. must exercise more often le

Tml i'm having morning shift.. i rather have afternoon shift on mon.. like tat can slp later =p

<< MeatBall >> penned this at 8:04 PM

Saturday, March 24, 2007

Didnt do much yesterday jus tat went for training.. made a new friend (Chermain i think correct spelling) then like tat lor..After training i didnt feel like going home.. jus wan to stay with everybody but.. i dunno ever since the new year begain.. i felt so unwanted like no one wanted me ard.. people whom i usualli hang out with are distancing themselves away from me.....Thus now i seldom talk during training.. no longer laugh like i use to

Hate the feeling of Loneliness

On my way back home.. suddenly tis thought came to my mind...Wad i'm going thru rite now.. isit retribution? This feeling of gulit, This pain i'm feeling, This Heart Ache i'm experiencing.. Makes me think, so far in my life wat have i done tat cause me to so much regret.

After quite some time i guess the onli thing i regret most is..
Not Trusting a friend when he nids it most..
Not being by his side giving support when he desperately requires
listening to rumours & not wanting to listen to him
Getting Angry & frustrated Over a small matter


Wat have i Done....
I Wont ask for forgiveness cus i cant even forgive myself

<< MeatBall >> penned this at 11:39 PM

Tis post was for yesterday (23rd Mar)one lah.. didnt have time to blog so now posting tis entry =p

5th Day of Attachment

Like on thurs, me woke up @ 5am but better today as me & my mum left the house at abt 5.40 like tat. Reached Outram MRT station to find the place soo scary.. nobody one. After i board the train towards Punngol, Yuet mei sms me saying i was on the same train as her.. but hor from where i was sitting.. didnt c her leh

Both of us agreed to get down @ hougang station (normalli i get down @ seng kang lah but decided to try hougang) Took 161 to IMH which took abt 20mins to get there. Haiz upon arriving @ the lobby, onli saw Karyin there, Shermain went up liao. Dunno y cant she wait.

Today @ work was quite boring as the usual nosiy patients either discharge or on home leave.. =( my majong kar ki go home liao.. sian. AS there was nothing much to do (onli got 14 patients lor..) Me & yuet me sat in for the doctors' review.. hmm the way they conduct the session was quite different & the method used is different for each patient.
Sister Tan demostrated a proper nursing assessment on a patient. Wah her voice was soooo soft ,in the middle of the session i fell asleep.. hopefulli she didnt c lah =p

Hmm.. i guess the interesting part of work today was tat my ward nearly got Crisis.. but hor didnt get to c wad happen cus was with Sister Tan.. by the time the whole grp came out.. both patients kenna restrainted. Eh Again i wont go into detail wad happen lah hahas dun wan to breach the confidentality rights

The afternoon ppl came n they did the sandwich making activity with the patients. As there was not enough man power so the morning shift (me, yuetmei & Karyin) help out lah.. mAking me late for my appointment -_-
Duuno wats wrong with shermain... today she behave very weird.. i wonder wat happen.. hmm Aiyah maybe its PMS :s

Wats the point of joining nursing when U dun give a damn abt the patients' well-being. COme to work onli to stay in the nursing counter n dun come out. Like tat in year one should change course liao!

Went out with mum to buy dinner hehe she bought me 2 stripe polo shirts (green & pink) yippee!! Love polo shirts. My next sem timetable come out liao.. N i dun like it Wads the point of going to sch for 1 hr -_-'''' Then the other days finish @ either 5 or 6pm.. sian

Counting Down to 14 More days of Attachment

<< MeatBall >> penned this at 1:34 AM

Thursday, March 22, 2007

4th Day of Attachment...

Had morning shift today. Woke up @ 5am then left the house abt 5.50 like tat. Thanks to mum giving me a lift to outram MRT station But still i was nearly late for work haiz.

Today nothing much jus tat i played some majong then patient taught me & christine a new card game (i brought the cards there lah) Also got alot of ppl for discharge.. probably will c some new faces tml. Met my CI after so many days of leave erm.. she not bad lah jus tat she very naggy. There was a near crisis event but i shouldn't go into details (CONFIDENTAL) jus tat patient suddenly became high n had to be restrainted. He was being monitored by the doc & the nurses and had the relevant checks lah. Erm for wat i noe he kept sneezing and later on he vomitted alot.

Tml im having morning shift again haiz.. have to slept & wake up so early

Counting Down 15 more days of attachment

<< MeatBall >> penned this at 7:59 PM

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

3rd day of attachment

Today again i had afternoon shift. Before going to work me went to westmall to buy instant cup noodle & ear phone... my stupid ear phone spoil liao onli one side can hear -_-

As for work, nothing much today jus tat my grp did a group therapy with the patients, found out some disgusting habits of certain patients and Got to noe my new lecturer

Sian Arh Tml i got morning shift (7am-3pm) have to wake up @ 5am lor omg confirm not enough slp one

Counting down to 16 more days of attachment

<< MeatBall >> penned this at 8:35 PM

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

2nd day of attachment

Woke up @ ard 8am cus today my shift is afternoon shift which is from 1-9pm.. hmm slack ard abit b4 leaving the house at 1120 for work. First time wear the pant suit tat i bought.. wah lou after altering my pants is still so big. Make me look like i wearing pajamas to work -_-

tried a new way to work which is from woodlands take 161 to hougang.. actualli its quite fast lah but not appropriate for morning shift cus have to take the first bus otherwise confirm gone case.

Well today was still getting to noe the patients lah so basically did lot of talking PLUS the MOST INTERESTing part is i played majong with the patients , yuet mei n shermine & the staff for abt 4 hrs!! hehe :p hopefulli by the time my attachment @ IMH ends.. my majong skills gets better hehe

Surprisingly time went by very very fast maybe cus i busy playing majong hehehe

After work , mum & my elderbro came to fetch me to go toa payoh for supper then like tat came back lor

COuntIng Down.. 17 more days

<< MeatBall >> penned this at 8:32 PM

Monday, March 19, 2007

The last time i blogged was like 10 days ago..

Well those 10 days went by soo fast practically slack ard.. the onli 2 events tat happen was regarding abt the bowling camp and my exam results
Haiz.. talk abt the camp onli make me upset... since year 1 i wanted to go for the camp then when finalli got camp, organized last minute.. i cant go.. y?... got attachment lor sian. I thought maybe by bargaining with my lecturers might allow me to go for the camp but they want an official letter.. haiz.. like tat cant go lor. Would realli hope tat i can go for a bowling camp b4 i graduate haiz

As for my results.. not bad lah.. GPA 2.9 .. tot can do better aiyah.. me pass i happy liaoz.

2 years of poly life pass SOO Fast.. I still cant realli accept the fact tat in 1 mths time... i'm gonna be year 3

Today is the first day of my attachment..

2 wks in IMH & 2 wks in KKH

so first time in IMH (institute of mental health).. i can onli say i dun like da place. NOt onli its soo freaking far (for moring shift i have to wake up as early as 5am).. i realli dun like the environment. Even though they renovate the place so tat it looks like some resort but after the tour round the place.. saw tat the windows had so much railings and spikes on walls...i felt like a caged bird.. seriously dun like the place at all. AS for my ward.. erm quite scary lah.. but then after talking to some of them.. erm.. it turn out to be ok

Tml me having afternoon shift.. onli the first day and i already dread going for attachment.. omg i realli dunnoe how am i going to survive another 18 more days of attachment.

<< MeatBall >> penned this at 7:54 PM

Thursday, March 8, 2007

hahas its been awhile since i last blog.. either too busy with life or didnt feel like blogging.. Well here are the updates since feb 18!

Feb 18 ~ 20(Sun - Tues)
It was chinese new year.. had all the house visiting esp to my grandma's.. not been there for 3 yrs (geez me broke my record) hahas.

Tis yr cus everybody had to work the nxt day thus on the 20th instead of hse visiting, me together with my cousins went to watch the epic movie @ Junction 8. Not been there for YEARS.. i couldnt recongnise the place. The show realli sux well as expected since it was by the creators of scary movie 4.. waste my time.
After tat me rush off to meet Louis & jun liang @ jurong MRT to go hse vising @ my coach hse, i thought i was late lor then rush all the way there but end up i have to wait for them for like abt 30mins haiz... Lou Lou & wei bin came together then Ah Liang.. i must say weibin look better with dyed hair hahas. together we made our way to the hse, saw Rooster, hp, ben, jiahao, ivan & gand oreadi gambling.. we joined in then after tat more ppl came like Alica, davin, Daniel, Xiong, YX, edwin & jin le. We then gambled thru the night (most left liao)onli to leave the place @ ard 2am then accompanied Lou Lou, Xiong, YX, Edwin & jin le to Mac b4 heading home.

Btw i lost $13 to lou lou in a damn lame game.. -_-'''

Feb 21st ~ 22nd(Wed - Thurs)
Woke up early then decided to get the wallet tat i laid my eyes on for a few wks liao then went to bowl with xiong, Lou Lou, Weibin, Iang, Dan , Le and Ed then we gambled @ the shop (Of Course hp banker lah.. but together with jian xiong) Tony came @ ard 11+pm. After tat we(lou, me, xiong, liang, wb & le) left the place to go play majong @ Lou Lou hse . MY FIRST OVERNIGHT MAJONG SESSION Plus FIRST TIME playing the real thing.. end up i became soo blur then kinda made some of them fruastrated.. Well for such experience.. Im Not Going To Have OverNight Majong AnyMore.. So torturing ..Lost i think $20+ to Le..then from wad xiong guide me lah.. i nearly had 13 yao 3 times..

The session ended the nxt day @ ard 930 as Lou got to go to work.. went to buy Mac breakfast then head home.. fell asleep till abt 5.30pm.. tats the latest time i woke up to..

Btw.. HAPPY 20th BDAE ZHANG YANG!!!

Feb 23rd (Fri)
Went to collect my bowling ball for the NUS open on sat so i decided not to play but watch the guys bowl then gambled abit b4 heading home.. Poor Liang.. injured his middle finger quite badly

Feb 24th ~ 25th (Sat - Sun)
It was the NUS Open @ SAFRA Tampinese.. I must say Np girls team was very pathetic cus of miscommunication, instead of 4 gals.. the gals team onli got 3 (myself, Andrea & Deone). Not onli tat the NUS management was so cork up even the results can print wrongly.. thx to andrea's sharp eyes. Hmm overall for the 2 days my average was 146+ (actualli it was much higher one but i injured my finger on sun) then my high game was 196.

As expected lah non of the guys came to support the gals in the morning for sat.. onli on sun after much persuation on sun onli xiong & edwin came early to support after tat followed by YX. Hmm the Guys actualli did quite well but i guess everybody was tired then the averages fell lah. The onli interested part for the 2 says was tat on the sat the guys tot check in time was @ 3 instead of 2 so @ 1.30pm the NUS ppl called for the Np guys team to register.. Wah those who were there totalli freaked out n started calling most of them rushed there but heres the thing most of us could not get hp cus he lost his phone .. it was like 5 mins to disqualification then he arrived.. HENG ARH.

Had hse visiting to my cousin hse on sat so ton pang Hp to serangoon but cus i was too tired.. i didnt gambled at all.

<< MeatBall >> penned this at 10:06 PM