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Friday, October 5, 2007

Year 3 6th Week Of Attachment

National University Hospital
(NeuroSurgical Ward Posting)
~ Ward 41 ~

haiz.. this week will be beri Jialat for me.. my Roster for the entire week is P,A,P,A,P.. haiz confirm will suffer from lack of sleep one.

Monday 01.10.07
PM Shift
Happy Children's Day!! too bad i no longer celebrate :(

First time.. i took 30 mins to tie up my hair.. Omg ahahs also put on some eyeliner lah cus since i bought it, i have not used it b4 so better use it b4 it expires =p
Went to work early lah but jus in time to take report.Hmm today arh.. not bad, the usual lah i was freaking busy. My Favourite ah ma discharge liao, Happy for her but sad tat got no one to talk to liao :).Alot of admissions.. for my side got 2.. hmm but i dun think they will stay for long cus they are onli admitted for surgery.
Hahas love it when i am busy... time passes by very very fast.. b4 i knew it, its time to go home :)

Tuesday 02.10.07
AM Shift

Went to work early as usual lah.. but i had to get to noe my patients in a new cubicle which is bed 15 - 26..basicalli they are general surgery one lah... most of them not bed-bound.I was beri lucky tat i wasnt assessed by Lee Poh Suan.. cus when she wanted to do so i was beri beri busy attending to patient n giving medication. LPS then went on to assess JunJie,samad n Jeslyn.. wah heard from them tat LPS assessed them till beri jialat.. Heng arh =p.Did 2 dressings today.. plus first time i finish it beri quickly hahas, i dun wan LPS to come in n assess me =p.

Wad made me beri angry was tat during the passing over of report to the afternoon shift, one SN asked me to take one hrly parameters.. then hor the En there was standing against the wall doing nothing. Then when i was preparing, the Sn told one of the En to " MAKE FULL USE OF THE STUDENTS".. WTF i felt like telling her off lor.. we student r there to learn leh, not to makeup their manpower. Somemore its not like she wasnt a student b4.. Bitch!

After work went to meet my mum then had early dinner. Came home, unknowingly i fell asleep n woke up 4 hrs later.. :( my afternoon wasted. But hor after napping.. my body felt so tired..Never knew nursing can be this tough.

Wednesday 03.10.07
PM Shift

Went to work in a super good mood, everything seems to be going beri smoothly till i found out tat the bitchy SN is in-charge of the cubicle next to mine -_-'''. Rui Fang didnt turn up again.. wonder wad happen sia, rumours says tat she quit nursing liao. :( so waste lor if she quits, oreadi 3/4 down liao, tahan another 5 more mths n no more.

Got new patients in my cubicle lah, one of which is an Ah ma with Subaraniod Haemorrhage (Bed 22). The morning staff say tat the family has alot of PR probs so told me to be careful. Then while taking parameters,suddenly got somebody call me by my english name. I looked up n guess wad... OMG Its My Secondary Skool English n Literature Teacher!!!! MRS ANGELINE SIM!!! hahas so long didnt c her.. wad a place to meet sia.. She told me the Ah ma is her Grandma.. How Coincedence sia.. its bed 22.Today arh.. whole day do cleaning lor.. alot of changing of Diaper. Then hor whenever i wan to go for break tat bitchy SN will give me things to do.. SO FRUASTRATING LOR.. I oreadi told her tat i going for break but she wont listen!, She Dun understand English arh.. its like wad i said doesnt go into her pea size brain . Then my staff nurse-in-charge of my cubicle knows tat i haven go for break.. so she tries to let me off but tat bitchy SN will confirm ask me to do something.Things like changing of bedsheet n changing diaper she can do wad.. y must i do! ARHH Its Fruastrating till i wanna strangling her!. Even the patient knows tat i haven go for break..Didnt go for any break lor(didnt drink or eat since 9.30am).. like i fasting like tat. Hahas the EN say i malay gal for one day hehe.Mum came to fetch me lah cus i tml morning shift.. bought my Super late Dinner otherwise i will go severely hypo.

~ Suddenly felt so lonely ~
Its like my heart and soul are so tired, they are on the verge of death. Or maybe they have died a long time ago.
Nursing job is putting a strain on my emotions..Can anybody revive it?
all i nid is a tiny weeny tinge of care n concern.. but its seems so hard to ask for.I may appear strong on the outside.. but inside.. im as fragile as a glass.

Thursday 04.10.07
AM Shift

Went to work half dead.. super tired lor. Then went to the staff rm, i tot since i was early.. i can jus rest for awhile. Next thing i noe was tat i fell alsp for 15 mins.. Geez. Morning i was still in daze lah.. hahasToday's work was pretty ok.. im back to taking care of the high dependency patients. Hmm Nothing much lah jus tat got alot of minor stuff to do. Then hor i sent 2 patients down to Dentistry clinic. Jus happen tat the bed could not enter the rm so the doctor had to examine the patient outside in the corridor. Luckily i had my touch light otherwise Jialat.

At ard 1.30pm, while looking after my patients, suddenly i had chest pain plus tightness.. could hardly breathe lah.. Tini noticed it..(Thx gal :) ). so after work went to meet mum then went to check whether my family doctor do ECG readings.. but cos today he on leave.. mum told me to visit again on saturday. Went to NTUC then abit of shopping then home. Chest tightness continues but my pain has radiated to my back ... hope its onli due to lack of slp tat my chest pain/heart problem return :(

Friday 05.10.07
PM Shift
LAst day in Ward 41

Went to work as usual lah... took report and proceeded with my daily stuff. Had case study presentation with the NC lah.. wth i uptill now dun understand y must the sickening NYP PRCP gal come in sit in lor.. she super big mouth sia, somemore talk like got Block nose. Everytime when either of the NP students wan to answer a qns, she must cut in sia.. i wonder who is presenting. Had another series of chest pain n tightness again lah.. Realli must go c doc liao. :(
For some reason, today got nothing much to do leh. basicalli all the normal stuff..

Time went by so fast. bid goodbye to the patients n SOME of the staff
YEAH FREEDOM From Ward 41. no longer going back there!
Nxt 2 weeks, i will be in Ward 44

Counting Down... 18 More Weeks of Attachment

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