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FriendShip

Wad is friendship?..

Is it a friendly bond between 2 or more ppl , is there care n concern is involved?

Is it some kind of bond that allows ppl to make use of each other, hurting the other party emotionally?

If so.. then Who can be considered a friend or a backstabber?

Seriously i Do Not know wads friendship anymore, nor do i know wad to believe in anymore. For the pass few days, i've been asking myself:

Who will be there when i need to talk to someone or confide in?
Who is willing to sacrifice their time to accompany me?
Who will celebrate important events in my life?
Who will always look out for me when im not feeling well, showing me care n concern?
Who is willing to open up and share their secrets with me?
Who is willing to play n gossip with me?
Who is will forgive me for the sins that i've done?

Ever since i entered NP, everything went smoothly, i wasnt depress or anything till i became close to a certain ppl.. hanging out with them.. spending more time with them.

That was abt that time.. never in my life i have to handle so many emotional problems with regards to friends and Money problem where friends borrow n forgets abt it

Is making too many friends a wrong idea?

Is being sociable a wrong move to make?

Should i go back to my antisocial self?

I do not know how much longer can i take it.... there were a few times i cried in my sleep.. not knowing wad to do with my life. There were many times where i had disagreements with my family regarding the friends i've made

Is being to friendly a disadvantage?

is being to helpful something tat ppl take advantage of?

Sacricifing time for friendship.. was it worth it?

Then these qns popped out of no where......

Who are my friends anyway?

Does anybody know me well enough?

So far in poly life...

I've made a few great friends in my class.. as well as in my cca, they are those whom i known for more than a year

I guess the onli one whom i feel i owe an apology would be tony.. for hurting him pretty badly. And Liang remember tat time i kinda use the mask to smack u ~ hehe paisei tat time was realli damn playful didnt intent to hurt u.

I consider them friends

The next question would be... do they consider me as a friend?