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JEANETTE
23.04.1988 Taurus Year Of The Dragon Archives February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 June 2008 September 2008 People to See Hartini Nadiah Yuwen Aisyah Louis Tony Shirley Daniel Shawn Charlton Apple Larry Alicia Jennifer Kenneth Wai Wah Forbes Cheun Kit Jiesi Shini KR Voices Xinkai Maureen Cheryl Gina/SiokHong KR Alumni ShuHui dzsteppe Miissy-meow Alex Chun-Ai Messages Play List Credits Take a look at this & other blog designs @ Blogskins.com |
Saturday, March 24, 2007 Didnt do much yesterday jus tat went for training.. made a new friend (Chermain i think correct spelling) then like tat lor..After training i didnt feel like going home.. jus wan to stay with everybody but.. i dunno ever since the new year begain.. i felt so unwanted like no one wanted me ard.. people whom i usualli hang out with are distancing themselves away from me.....Thus now i seldom talk during training.. no longer laugh like i use to Hate the feeling of Loneliness On my way back home.. suddenly tis thought came to my mind...Wad i'm going thru rite now.. isit retribution? This feeling of gulit, This pain i'm feeling, This Heart Ache i'm experiencing.. Makes me think, so far in my life wat have i done tat cause me to so much regret. After quite some time i guess the onli thing i regret most is.. Not Trusting a friend when he nids it most.. Not being by his side giving support when he desperately requires listening to rumours & not wanting to listen to him Getting Angry & frustrated Over a small matter Wat have i Done.... I Wont ask for forgiveness cus i cant even forgive myself |