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JEANETTE
23.04.1988
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Saturday, March 24, 2007

Didnt do much yesterday jus tat went for training.. made a new friend (Chermain i think correct spelling) then like tat lor..After training i didnt feel like going home.. jus wan to stay with everybody but.. i dunno ever since the new year begain.. i felt so unwanted like no one wanted me ard.. people whom i usualli hang out with are distancing themselves away from me.....Thus now i seldom talk during training.. no longer laugh like i use to

Hate the feeling of Loneliness

On my way back home.. suddenly tis thought came to my mind...Wad i'm going thru rite now.. isit retribution? This feeling of gulit, This pain i'm feeling, This Heart Ache i'm experiencing.. Makes me think, so far in my life wat have i done tat cause me to so much regret.

After quite some time i guess the onli thing i regret most is..
Not Trusting a friend when he nids it most..
Not being by his side giving support when he desperately requires
listening to rumours & not wanting to listen to him
Getting Angry & frustrated Over a small matter


Wat have i Done....
I Wont ask for forgiveness cus i cant even forgive myself

<< MeatBall >> penned this at 11:39 PM